Hello world.
I can split my life into two, the before me and the after me. Its that one event that changes you so much you never quite recover. Its been over a year now since my breakdown and whilst its not as raw now; the hurt, anger, confusion is still there just below the surface. But thats a story for another day. Today was a good day, a day where i feel i can take on the world. I sort of feel a bit like my old self today. Its a strange feeling, both happy and sad. Happy to know that parts of myself that i thought where long gone are still in there somewhere; But also sad that something that used to be "normal" to me is now an achievement. Everything is different about me now, i never noticed when i changed, but its like one day i looked into the mirror and didnt recognise the girl staring back at me. Thats when i decided that im not going to wait around for me to suddenly feel better, my daughter deserves better and so do i for that matter. So i decided to sta...